This Feeling

Right now I'm feeling this feeling. I don't know how to describe it. All I know is that it's not such a good feeling. It's similar to a feeling of loneliness or emptiness. Or maybe its regret. I don't know. All I know is that it's not a nice feeling. How do I get rid of this stupid feeling? Maybe the Powerful Love of the Gospel is not yet strong in my life yet. I don't seem to be able to grab onto it as strongly as others do. What's hindering me? I want to get rid of this stupid feeling. GAH this is annoying. I hope that God will speak to me soon. Time to pray I guess. Sigh I want a hug.

---update---
So I did pray and stuff. God is Gracious and it's true. Several minutes after, I was talking to Eunil on Gchat about this and how it was confusing and horrible at the same time. But then God provided in many ways. During my conversation via gchat, one of my friends I haven't seen for a while came by the fishbowl and said hi. Then another person that I haven't seem for a while sat right in front of my computer.

We talked for a bit and the feeling eventually went away. Then God gave me a realization. When we desire some form of fulfillment of the emptiness that we have from our relationship with God, He fills it with friends and family. I believe it is because we cannot have a direct, meaning heaven-like, relationship with Him here on Earth He provides our direct need with people. Ahh.. God is good.